Delusion is like a pain killer!

Last week I spoke with someone at the hospital and explained how the paperwork they were now requesting doesn't exist, so they decided to have a teleconference with their board members to reassess their decision, and hopefully accept him.
I have tried calling the hospital, emailing people at the hospital, etc, with no results. So I have decided to go another route... delusion.
I have decided that the meeting probably took place already and they are just typing out the official letter (because the last 2 meetings they had on him were on a Thursday, so the meeting probably took place this past Thursday and because last time the letter took 3 days to get emailed from after the meeting), and I can expect it in my inbox any minute. And from that point on I believe things are going to move at the speed of light and we will be hopping on a plane on Friday with a few other families going to get their cute babies.
So my deluded self and I have big plans this week. I am getting report cards done, since, duh, I won't finish out the school year since I am hopping on a plane this Friday. I am also going to start going through all of Gabriel's baby clothes and start packing Xavier's bag. And then while I am at it, I might as well pack for myself and Sebastian, stock up on all of Gabriel's food and diapers etc. etc.

If you don't hear from me for awhile it is because we are in Vietnam, getting our little boy....or I am so disappointed and depressed that I am not on a plane and the meeting hasn't taken place yet, or worse they demanded more paperwork that doesn't exist. Most likely, it is the latter, because trust me, if we are going to get our little boy, I will be screaming it from the roof tops!